Hot n Cold

Image via WikipediaMy relationship has been strained lately and it's been difficult on everyone involved because we have struggled to resolve our differences. What hurts the most is that I love her very much and even though a resolution doesn't appear to be on the horizon I hope that we can remain friends.

There's a weight over me today, it's something I have to say. Love you too much to leave, don't like you enough to stay... Dan Le Sac vs Scroobius Pip

The children are my biggest concern as they are caught in the middle and deserve better especially considering what they have been through in the past. I'm not about to explain the underlining factors involved but I will say that I miss how things were in the beginning because it was so much different compared to now.

Maybe we can reach a compromise but that doesn't appear to be likely anytime soon. When you reach the point where your questioning the values of the relationship and what it is your actually fighting for then you know it's time to make a decision. Which will always hurt in the short term but is probably the best choice for both involved :(